Tuesday, October 2, 2012

White Flag

     I am officially waving my white flag for now.........just where my blog is concerned.  It is something I love to do, but keeping current on it is going on the back burner for now,   where it can simmer and get better.  I have so many other things on the stove, (and on high heat!) that the poor little blog pan is just left there in the back.  Maybe I stir it once in a while, but for the most part it gets ignored. 

     Let's look at the big picture.........I am working 32 hours a week, I have school on Wednesday (an all day thing) and clinicals Friday and Saturday nights.  Yep, folks, that means that after  working from 9-5 on Friday, I go to the hospital and work (for free, mind you) from 5:30 to midnight.  Saturday morning is for running errands, then clinicals again Saturday night.  It is busy.  I do find time for homework and studying every night.......housework happens on the weekends.  There is just not much room for anything else.  The only reason I am posting now is because I happen to have a day off of work.

     I miss my kids.  I am always stressed out.  I dream about Nursing Care Plans.  I live on diet coke and coffee.  Dave feels ignored.   Something has gotta give.  So, I wave my little white flag.  I remind myself that soon this will be over.  I CAN make it to December 5th.  I just may not be able to blog about it as much as I would like. 

     Thank you all for your support and words of encouragement that get me through those really tough days.  You can't imagine what it means to me.  I will make it :/






1 comment:

justbrimmy said...

Hang in there. You can and will get through this. You have a lot on your plate and things are busy for everyone. Get through what you need to get through and I will look forward to reading about your adventures when you get the time. You are a wonderful person. I hope that things will calm down a little bit for you. All my love and support to you.